Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

 

Today's Quote--"A neurotic is the man who builds a castle in the air. A psychotic is the man who lives in it. And a psychiatrist is the man who collects the rent."--Anon.
So...I built this house, a castle really, and it's really nice, I even lived in it for a while, but due to unforseen circumstances, I had to move out, however, I'd be willing to rent it to you for a great price....
Aha! The story of my life. Hmmm.
Again, busy day...although today, I actually did homework. Oy...and failed a Kanji quiz I forgot about! Grrrr. I hate it when that happens. I feel like I'm stumbling head over heals, trying to keep up and pick up and do all that the same time. Somedays, the piles are deadly. Others, they're merely painful. Only two weeks until Mom comes...and finals get here. Oy...Ugh. I feel spread thin, with every fibere beginning to tremble. If anyone else trys to pull on me, I may very well split into six or seven directions. I haven't even gone to any of my dance clubs in weeks! *sigh*
Me?
Waiting for the bleeding to stop
Rushing to find the right time
Desperate to get done with it all
Remembering the quiet
Hoping the book won't come back out
Working to make it better
Thinking of how it could be, will be, should be
Singing the songs of my heart to deaf ears...namely my own
Speeding towards I don't know what
Worrying about it all
Arguing with all who disagree
Sleeping more than I should
Catching a mental fever
Losing everything I thought I had
Running towards any goal I think I can get to
Grinning and bearing it
Frowning at the hard stuff
Screaming silently at myself
Talking to anyone who can stand to listen
Listening for wisdom
Searching for answers
Eating lots of junk
Reading my dispare
Sitting around doing nothing
Laying around doing too much
Organizing everyone but me
Playing at being me
Creating Something...I think
Moving forward...I hope

Okay...that's it for tonight. Need to go do...well, I'm sure there's something I've forgotten to do!

GL 11:25 PM