Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Thursday, February 13, 2003

 

Today's Quote--"I think that no one is completely sane, that everyone has his own sickness to deal with."--"Hardo" from "The Fugitive" by Pramoedya Ananta Toer
Yes, CORE II continues to work it's way into my blog.

I feel so stupid...I've done very little (at least that's what it feels like) even though I have a lot I need to get done...at least that's what I keep saying to myself. Maybe I should be nicer and stop nagging...I mean, I do eventually get things done. Oh well. *slaps hand* bad me. Not doing enough. *sigh*

I'm afraid of my study abroad. I haven't heard yet if I got in, but I'm still scared. I'm the only going anywhere other than SUJ for the fall, and that scares me. I know I'm doing okay in my language classes, but I still fail to put more than three sentences together on my own or without any english, and that scares me. I feel like a mule digging in her heels and braying at the top of my lungs, "I'm not ready for this! You can't do this to me! I don't want to go all alone!" Of course that doesn't change the fact that in 5 months or so I'll be living in Japan, studying in Japan, for four months. *shudder* But I'm still scared.

Did you realize that tomorrow is Valentine's Day? I didn't. I guess I did, but there's been so much else going on that Feb. 14th is just another Friday to live through. Valentine's Day hasn't meant much to me for years, I guess, so it's not too surprising. Although, if I think about it...I'll probably end up crying. So, another item to put on my "No Thinking About" list. I wonder how long it is? That list, I mean. Don't know, don't think about it. Hmmmm. Bad joke. Yep...that's a tender spot still. Well, we'll work on moving on. Only a month until Scotland! My how time flies. *sigh* Sometimes...not fast enough.

GL 2:43 PM