Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Tuesday, February 18, 2003

 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ‚Ç‚¤‚µ‚¨�H�I Ack. I don't know what to do! BF is doing the Living historians thing, but I've got Ghungroo at the same time. What to do!? I can't go to both. But I want to be at both. Ick...this is painful, I think I might cry. I hate not getting what I want. I want to go to Ghungroo 'cause we're starting a new dance, I won't be able to go next week, and I absolutly love doing it. But...it's in the gym and I have a meeting at 9 in Pauling and I have to play my flute then...that's no excuse, never mind. I want to go see BF 'cause I work for him and I love to listen to him talk, I want to hear what he has to say, and I want to support him by being there, 'cause I know he's a little nervous, I don't want there to be absolutly no one there either, and if I go at least there'll be one person there, and it always helps to see a friendly face in the crowd, no matter how many years you've been on stage. But...I do get to see him nearly everyday, talk with him often, and I might not be comforting in that crowd. So. The point is. I have to make a difficult descion and I don't know how to do it. Flip a coin? God, now this is my weakness. I want to go ask someone. I considered calling Mom. How pathetic is that? I have to make a descion and my first instinct is to ask someone else to make it for me. I wouldn't ask them out-right, but I'll ask their opinion, what they would do, "talk it out"...and in the end...do what they suggested. Because I can't make up my own mind. DAMN IT! Well. I'll have to do it by 7 tomorrow. *sigh* This is painful. We'll see how I do.

GL 11:27 PM