Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Sunday, December 08, 2002

 

Today's quote--"Don't brood on what's past, but never forget it either."--Thomas H. Raddall
Well, things have cleaned themselves up a little bit. I am no longer going insane, but for a while there, I was pissed, frustrated, depressed, cranky, and just a general pain to everyone, including myself. I feel better now. Sleep helped, but having a chance to hang out and talk, about anything, be a little crazy, up late, helped too. I've been exhausted, so sleeping a little bit more than normal really helped. I just got a little bit of homework done this afternoon, but other than that, I've been recovering my mental health, rather than working on papers/projects, etc. I'm perfectly okay with this. I had intended to work on my P.S. paper this weekend, get at least some of the big bugger written, but I know that's not going to happen, and it's okay.

I really appreciate my friends. Even though I was just a bit overworked on the whole thing, they were supportive (namely by holding me back so I couldn't kill K.). Times of stress, extreme stress, get my brain all out of kilter. This last concert was painful for me, in many ways. So, like my quote, I'm not going to brood over it, I'm gonna let it be water under the bridge, but I won't forget it entirely either. I'll just do my best to learn from it. And boy is there a lot to learn from! *sigh* I'm still not going to discuss it, I'd get all worked up again. LOL, and we don't need that! It took me 24 hours to calm down from the original event, heaven forbid I go through it again!

So, Just wanted to write and say the world is spinning on it's axis again, my flighty entries are over for the time being. I've got a lot of stuff ahead of me, but there's quite a bit behind me now, too, so I think I'll be okay. Only 13 days until I go home...11 by Mom's counting. I can't wait! I've been thinking a lot about home. It won't feel like Christmas until I'm home. Right now, all this stuff makes me want to go home, and seems so fake. How can it be close to Christmas if it's still 70 degrees out? I don't think I could stand to be away from home for Christmas and New Years. I don't intend to find out either!

GL 4:18 PM