Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Monday, March 22, 2004

 

Parts of my life are moving forward at an amazing clip. Others...aren't really moving at all.

I'm exhausted...the trip was all right, traveling sucks, and I don't want to see another plane for a very long time. Oh well, have to get home somehow! ;) It was nice being with family, especially the one's I haven't seen in so very long, but very tiring. I'm a natural magnent to dogs and kids under the age of 10. *shakes head* Yeah...tired. Just as I suspected.

So, rather than giving me my second wind as I had hoped, I'm just fed up with soka. If Ed wasn't down here, I'm not sure I would've come back...really. This semster is that painful. I skipped Japanese class today, just to keep my sanity. I'm ready to hermit myself away from all this stuff. I don't want to deal with it any longer. I have such a hard time making myself get out of bed, go to class, pay attention, do homework, attend clubs, eat, even. I'm feeling overwhelmed again...and I just got back. Maybe I'll be able to get over...but I'm just looking forward to my learning cluster and even more so to next semster. That's very nearly the only thing keeping me going. Obviously, that area isn't moving much at all. It's kinda circling the drain, sos'ta speak.

As for the amazingly quick stuff? Well, here's further proof that I'm crazy, and of what happens when you leave Cassie alone too long to go galavanting all over the world...you study abroad doers you...;) Hmmm...LOL! :D *shakes head* "The one bright spot in an otherwise dark picture"...I'm engaged...wow...hard to type that word! :D Yes, to Ed. The heart has its reasons...etc. My life is just a jumble of ups and downs, isn't it? The one saving grace of this semester...Ed. It'll probably be the only thing I remember about it too! Honestly, I can see me spending the rest of my life with my cute little grease monkey...;) LOL! Amazing how fast things go when everything else sits at a standstill!

Right, so now that there's fodder for the gossip mills of the world...;) I love ya'll and maybe, maybe I'll survive this semester to see you all again...and of course to harass anD and K another year...;) Okay, so I think I'll move on and work on that paper due tomorrow...I may yet salvage my brain...

GL 5:00 PM