Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Monday, March 03, 2003

 

Today's Quote--"There's never an end for the sea."--Samuel Beckett
Or the Soka Student.

Once again the weekend disappeared with nothing resembling rest occuring. I am beginning to think that 3 day weekends are a necessity...one day to goof off, one day for homework, and one day to sleep. Two days just doesn't cut it. Cloudy today and that's put me in a meloncholy mood...I just want to go to sleep and stop thinking about life and all my problems. Small as they are. They're big enough for me. Why is it so hard to do work? And why am I in a place where I need some serious ego boosting and love and attention? I want to go home...just for a few days, I need some soul revitalization. I hope Scotland can do it for me.

*sigh* I want to go to bed. Would the world end if I took a nap instead of going to class? Would I be a bad person? I've never missed a day when it wasn't for a big reason like I couldn't walk or I wasn't physically on campus. I would stay home, but then I'd feel guilty all day and all night and then when I went to class the next time I'd feel bad and behind and confused. I guess I'll go, but I really really need a nap. I don't think I'll be able to function in class very well at all...I'm depressed and exhausted. And I feel bad because I did so little homework this weekend. Next to nothing, actually. Okay, I'll go do something now.

GL 1:48 PM