Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Thursday, November 14, 2002

 

S***. I know I whine a lot about not wanting to do homework, especially Peace Studies...but this is rediculous. I cannot pick up the damn book. I tried. I flipped pages. My mind refused to read it. I read something else, just to see if my brain was still working. It was. Pick up the book. Blur. ACK. Okay, I say to myself. Write a rough draft for those stupid thank you cards. Nope. Reach for a piece of paper...but my hand manages to not get there. What the F*** is this? My body is rebelling against me...it won't do my homework. Is that a viable excuse? I whine about not reading, and most of the time I don't do more work than I have to, like looking at the reserved readings we're supposed to, but normally I at least skim so I can pretened to know what the hell is going on. Thank God I finished my Japanese earlier. Egads! Okay.

So sleeping lately has been not good, so here's Cassie's solution. I'm too tired. Too easily distracted. I'm going to bed NOW. Not in 30 mins...not in two hours. NOW. I'm going to bed NOW so that I can fall asleep by 1 (which'd be about the same ammount of time it's been taking me to fall asleep when I go to bed at 12:30). This way, I can get up when my alarm goes off and I can actually eat breakfast, or skip it and do more reading. Whatever. The point is I'll get done with somethin. Anythin. Oy. I hate it when my body and my brain disagree, they really are a nasty bunch. Right. okay, keeping the crazy talk for that inside voice, right Cassie? Riiiiiiiiiiiight. *Yawn* Well, that's a good sign. Off to bed while I still want to sleep, before I get distracted again...(Oy, getting distracted from sleeping...have to be in a bad way or something). And where did it come from? I get more sleep than most people, what is my problem? Don't know, don't care, wanna go bed...so I'm going. *blink, blink*

GL 11:36 PM