Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Friday, November 15, 2002

 

Obligation. It's such an interesting word and experience. The joy is, there is often freedom from obligation, if we look for it. I know I always get caught up in what I "should" do that sometimes I don't consider if I WANT to do it. There are times, like classes, clubs, meetings, things that I would do just out of a sense of duty, out of obligation, that maybe I don't have to be doing. Tonight. Watched a movie, great, they wanted a discussion afterwards. I left. Wow. What a releasing feeling...the ability to walk away when I don't want to do something. Of course, classes I'll still go to, clubs too, meetings as well, but I don't want to be caught in something that I don't want to be doing. I must learn to say no. For me, and for them...who wants some who doesn't care? They really are pains in the ass...so...Walk away when it's not dumb, when it's feasable.

Got to go to Ghungroo finally today! I was very happy. I love it a lot...:-) I've missed it. I could have danced for 3 hours, if Kanika would've let me...even though my side had a huge stich, I was sweating like a pig, and I wouldn't be able to walk tomorrow...but I do enjoy it. ;-)

Well, I'm gonna go to bed early, gotta register tomorrow...before and after SOCCO practice. *sigh* Hope everything goes well and I get into good classes!

GL 11:18 PM