Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Tuesday, October 15, 2002

 

Well, figures, I decide I want to try out something new, and then it won't work. Humph. I'm computer illiterate sometimes. Reminds me of a bad posting session I had on a Anime website I love. I hate message boards, so easy to be misunderstood. Of course, I don't like phones either. I don't know why. I don't mind talking with Mom or Pappa on it, but anyone else, it's draining...and I've got two very important phone calls I need to make very soon. I don't know if I can muster up the courage to punch those buttons, but it is kinda important that I do. *sigh* Must face my fears and overcome them. Just not going to do that with heights...nopers, no way. That's one fear that is biologically prepared into us humans, and I don't intend to try and undo all of Nature's hard work. I want to get better at that particular thing, but not by that evil flooding method behaviorists use...um, sorry, psych lingo sneaking in. I like psychology...a lot. Which is why one of those phone calls is so important. *sigh* I've got a schizophrenic brain sometimes, it likes to hop around to all these different connections, which might not even be connected. It all makes sense in my head, but when I try to speak a thought, the whole train of thought gets left behind and the one car in isolation is just dumb. Another reason I don't like talking a lot...especially on phones. Ack, here we go again. At least right now all my incoherant thoughts are running in some sort of circular order...is that a good thing or not? Hmm, well, will try to post again...getting help from one of those famous Soka Sisters...my buddy Pooh. Ahh, all is well in Soka land, we take care of each other so well...especially on our birthdays, like the party outside my door right now...it's so sweet! Oh, yes. I was stopping this essay for the moment...more important things to take care of...I could go on for hours...*sigh*

GL 11:05 PM