Homework for the Overactive Brain

Today's Quote--"Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me..."

Friday, October 18, 2002

 

Uck. I'm sick of dealing with people. I need to go to bed. People are dumb and annoying and ask too many questions. So I'm in charge of this whole reservation thing...if my head didn't hurt from anything earlier today, the mass of emails I'm getting about it is making my head spin. I haven't even picked up my phone to see if anyone called back, I don't want to think about it, I don't want to deal with any of it. *sigh* I'm stressed and now I'm getting anti-social...which sucks when my job is dealing with people, though I doubt there are a lot of jobs that don't deal with people. Of course, I get all this communication, and then I whine about being lonely. It's just not very personal I guess, like with my friends or family, who actually care about what I think or what I meant. Just had to growl a little bit. I don't like working with stupid people, and most people are stupid when they deal with me, at least it seems like it. I guess it's just the selfishness factor, but I can't complain too much, because I know occasionally I don't think about what people are feeling. If any of the things I'm up to were it, I'd be busy, but with everything, it's insane! And of course no one wants to recognize the fact that there are a million things I'm involved with all the time. Like today...I wasn't hungry at meal times, so I didn't eat much, but now I'm starving and I had such a busy day. And I don't get to eat until 12 hours or so from now...after working some more. ARGH. It's a good thing I like what I do most of the time, otherwise I'd retreat from social life completely. Anyway. I'm going to take my headache to bed and hope it finds a new home by tomorrow morning.

GL 11:58 PM